Happy to sad pari

 pari was born normally in a well-off family not too rich but had all the facilities.
she got every thing she waanted in terms of goods , dresess every thing but still she doesnt have peace not because she wantend something which we all wanted thats love that too in peace
 Pari was exposed to a lot of voilence when she was young , she was hardly 2 or 3 year old since when she is only seeing her parents fighting that too physically and verbally .
 At this young age she was exposed to voilence which has a very great effect on her mental health today . As phsycology states when children are exposed to voilence then incult voilence in them too .. they think that is the right way.
        Thats what happend with pari here she grew up voilent and the problem was her mom dad couldnt understand her problem because she could harldy her self make out what was happening???
the problem was as her original nature was being too sensitive it used to hurt her seeing her mom and dad fight. she was metally distrubed at young age and no one could make out not even her . So its advised for parents that should see that their children are not affectted by fights and they should not involve their children in fights that makes the child more traumatic...
This was a major problem with pari here her mom and dad used to fight on her like which school she would go , what she would wear wen she grows up , which competition she would take part in and so on..
 pari from since young age started to matain a balance betwwen such fights so that mom and dad are happy she tried not to do a thing which would hurt them because she couldent see her parts fighting.
She got every best thing like best school bag , best compass and best facilities but still something was missing. she grew up with these fights growing up but she used to still try to balance her life ... but in this process she lost herself her opionion , her likes was it her fault??? her parents at fault ??? for what she has become now

The story emotions begins........

 This a story about a girl named "pari" who is facing a lots of emotions and stituations which we deal in our everyday lives in some way or the other. Its  a journey of her emotions how does her sensitive heart becomes hard like stone and how is she fiding now to handle those.
                       
  Pari was the first child in her family , she had an younger brother who she loved a lot but couldnt express to him. Pari is a kind of person who is nice at heart but is still constantly fighting with her emotions.. why is she doing so why she is fighting with her self like this , why is she not bringing her emotions out. She has an image of being a tough and a bit insentive girl but in truth she isnt like that what made her like that?? why was she sad from inside??...

Speak out loud

when I had started this blog i had in mind i would write about the feelings and emotions which we noramlly face and try to find out solutions. I wanted to tell the complexities of these situations to people and their solutions .. I had so many thoughts in mind but when it came to writting it was not able to do it ...
Dont know why but i felt scared to write my feelings and felt expressing my feelings is wrong this is what we feel most of the times though in different situations. May be the reason was i wouldnt be able to write professionally or reach that level of perfection and wold make a flop show out of me..

                  when i told my friends about it they were like write it why would people make fun and not all of the world is watching your work... you must do it for yourself , speak out emotions and then you would excel it so then i got motivated by this and made this blog but still had a strange feeling inside me to no to do why , then finally today i have decided to write int it and i am feeling good while doing it
 I am realising we are living in a stress full techno speed world so we dont understand our emotions well so i have decide to protray a set of emotions in the form of stories and ask people what to do ??
              I hope those who would read this blog bymistake or for any reason would comment
I am going to tell it in a story form and try to understand my emotions better and
" Speak them out Loud"